~my business~

MIDNIGHT
well...not going to talk bout valentine day..!! next blog only talk bout it..!! well well well..!! time is going on...i just like a small little girl dont know what im doing now..!! everyone is busying by their own thing..!! but ME?? such a bird that wihtout wings..!! dont know how to fly..!! all is studying and working..! ME ME ME??? just staying at home being such a fool..!! i think i become a foolish girl soon..!! today zheng wei and jasmine is playing badminton at my house here..!! actually i not that happy..! i dont know what is happening to me..!! i just keep on going out and standing there alone..! i've think many thing...i cant tell them what is happening to me cause is not the right times..!!so i just sang few songs thats very meaningfull....hope they know what im trying to said... i just dont hope many people know it..!! hmm..anyways i just wanna let him(a guyz that i always been admiring him) know what im thinking...!! hmm...hope he really can read my blog..!! actually im not crushed with him...just having a very very special feeling between me and him...eeeee....this few sentence can decribe my feeling..!!


This feeling's taking control of me....And I can't help it..I won't sit around, I can't let her win now....Thought you should know.....I've tried my best to let go of you....But I don't want to....I just gotta say it all.....Before I go....Just so you know.....It's getting hard to be around you....There's so much I can't say.....Do you want me to hide the feelings.....And look the other way.....And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop





i think you guyz know what im mean it right?? errr.....emmmm.....dont think other way...im not crushed with somebody..!! just jealousing..!!