~SaD~

today i feel so sad.!! not to mention what is happening..!!

i dont know why i feel that i looking down by someone.!!

i hope that, "name of the person" dont mean that..!!

i very sad..!! why i face this problem..!!

i know in my studies, im not that good as in "you"...

i worked hard, i really did.!! but why your reaction toward me is like you looking down at me..!!??

am i too sensitive on "you"??

I guess NOPE..!!

I HATE THE FEELING..!! i really dont hope that you are the one that looking down at me.!!

~ I released~

Saturday..!

I skiped my bass class, "reason" I DIDNT EVEN PRACTICE.!!

1.30p.m came for prayer meeting.!! i told God that tonight i want to Feel you.!! God talk to me..lead me and wash away my sin.!!

Service started at 6p.m..!! as usual pray, praise and worship and pastor preached...!!

When pastor preached, i didnt pay much attention on him.! but i still listened what he preached.!

I have no idea why, suddenly pastor author calling, that moment my body shaking away...i feel the holy spirit.!! I went out...my tears dripping all the way..!! pastor came down to the stage and start to prayed for everyone.!! when pastor prayed people started to fell down, kneel down and cried.!! the Holy Spirit is so powerful, I felt that Holy Spirit worked on me.!! After i fell down, and i cried and i told God to forgive my Sin..!! Im a sinner.!! i did alot of things that not pleased God.!! i scared of prayed, i scared to face God, i tried to hide from Him.!! finally my leader Jane came forward to me and prayed. She told me to release myself...face GOD...open up my heart to repend my sin.! i was like so so so happy that GOD send someone to talk to me.!! Jane (my leader) told me to repend my sin, say sorry to God and release myself ..when she prayed, i screamed and cried...i tried to put down myself and face GOD..!! is MIRACLE after praying..!! my whole body release...i felt it.!! is so MIRACLE..!! GOD..You never leave me, You waiting me to come back to your side..! GOD i love you.!! i will never leave you anymore.!! SORRY GOD.!!

~Finally~

Finally we went out yesterday..!! (Justin,Christina,Ashley (Me), Deborah, Eunice,Tracy,Boon Dat and Lucas Heart (though he cant make it to join us but his heart will always with us)

for the whole sem break we didnt even get the chance to hang out togehter..!!

FInally here is the chance for us.!!

they went to watched 1 of the Stupid funnier movie (ah long.....)

I dont really watch movie thats why i went to shop alone yesterday..!!

After the show, they came out and still chit chatting with the Ah Long show...

As what I said....Christina dont really watch chinese movie,but yesterday she seem like drunk on that movie.

Everyone went home right after the show,only Justin,Christina and Boon Dat stay behind..!!

We went to The Garden, Baskin Robin to have Hi-Tea..!!

Great.!! we came out lot of Boon Dat joke.!!

hmm.! Pity my dear Boon DAt.!! always bully by us.!!

yeah.!! this what we ordered..!!

This what Ashley always did.!!

Camwhore..!!

well...wanted to pull Christina to camwhore with me...but too bad i saw Justin and her conversation non stop.!! thats why dont really dare to cut them off.!! not really a good thing...place them together..!!

~to YOU~

You would hold me in your arms

You would take the pain away

Forgive all My mistakes

Thank you for all you've done

There's nothing I wouldn't do

Just to hear your voice again

Sometimes I wanna call you

But I know you will be busy.

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes

And see you looking back

If I had just one more day

I would tell you how much that I've missed you

I need you DARLING

I gotta see you DARLING

And there's hearts all over the world tonight

DARLING, when you talk to me

I swear the whole world stops

You're my DARLING

I'm so glad that you're mine

You mean to me what I mean to you

Darling no one else would do

With every kiss and every hug

make me fall in love

You know I care for you

You know that I will be true

You know that I won't lie

You know that I will try

Be your everything

you're the best part of my day

Don't Leave ME

~question bout love~

why LOVE can make a person turn up side down.??

a happy life style can change to become dead...

Why people will face problem in LOVE??

why everyone must pass through this path??

Can i walk away from this path??

Love is a very very horrible thing...

Love can be romantic...but why we dont choose to be that??

is not I dont want..is i CANT..!!

Start a journey will be very easy, very happy and very lovable..!!

But why come to a narrow path, it will be very hard to drive??

is just like OUR LOVE...!!

will you slowly drive in to the narrow path without sighing over there??

can i just lay on your shoulder and drive in with you??

I really LOVE you...i want to influence the whole world that LOVE IS NOT HATRED..!!

IS ROMANTIC..!!

but why the problem always came out is opposite doesnt want go through ??

why cant a couple settle things together??

CAN i change my heart??

every hurting things to become Lovely things??

I want a person to drive me to the end of the journey.!!

I want a relationship to be accepted by every single person.!

the hardest things in this journey is parent accept the opposite weaknesses.!!

being encourage, care and love.!

this is what i want and what i hope in my future.!!

God please bless me with this prince charming.!!

I want a guy fetch me with to the end of my journey.!!

ETERNAL JOURNEY WITH MY LOVE 1...!!

~breakfast for today~

What do you think??

today is my sem start..!!

thats why a breakfast made by ASHLEY..!!

just to strengthen myself in college...not to starve in class.!

not to say yummy...!! but it fill up my little stomuch with happiness.!!

I'll give a name to this..!!

Happy goes lucky breakfast..!!

~Sungai wang~

Accidently today pooi kee called me up to accompany her to meet up with her friends at sungai wang.!! hmm....no judgement on her friends...but a nice quality time with her.!! while we passing by some of the shop lots at sungai wang...the feeling that gave me is aunty shop lots.!! sorry offended people that like to shop in sungai wang.!! well...no offend la....some of the clothes over there is very nice and fashionable.!! depends on how the way you dress and how you mix and match.!!

we went to Madam Wong to have our lunch...!! their Tom Yam meehon sup very nice.!! i guess the marmid chicken rice also not bad..!! quite delicious.!! price over there reasonable 2 person RM35 plus...oh ya...their Cendols is Nice.!! we spend a nice quality time together, last time we used to talk alot of rubbish, but now we keep chit chatting about bible things and christian life style.!! i felt that God with us while we chatting His thing..!!

After our lunch time, we went to fetch Rico back from college.!! ish...the piggie get up to our car and snored until Pooi kee reached her company.!! being driver again.!! we sing christian song at car, chatting...i feel so happy and nice..!!

love quality time

The forth time went to Sungai Wang

~new SHOE~

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ahhh ahh ahh....!!

No doubt, Ashley shop again..!!

AShley just bought a new shoe at TopShop..!

Finally i got it in Pavilion with Rico and friendssssss..!!

I tried to go Midvally and The Garden, i cant find a shoe that make me comfortable..!!

The Garden is too expensive..!! i cant effort a shoe more than rm150..not worth it.!!

By the way now im aiming a Bag at ZARA..!! i must save up my money to buy it.!! i must grab it this month.!!

Shopping Addcition..!!

ASHLEy

~careless SAN~

opssie..!! the 1st and 1st time ..!!

SAn lost her parking ticket.!!

the careless SAN need to pay RM50 just for the lost ticket..!!

hmm..!! this is the punishment to her.!!

not to be so careless..!! just a small mistake it lost your RM50.!!

though is not expensive...but STILL MONEY.!

REMEMBER GUYX..!! always put your parking ticket probably.!!

so unworthily...let Midvally buta buta earn RM49 buck.!.!!

at frist only pay RM1..but now.!! sigh.!!

dont sad ya sAn.!! MONEY will return back ..!!

CARELESS SAN.!!

~Viva photo~

Just got back from Midvally with Viva....

we went to Sushi king to have our dinner.!!

My generous Pie Pie Christin treat us eat.!!

After our dinner we went to the children park and played shooting basketball.!!

the cool and fun night we have..

NICE QUALITY TIME.!!

although there is no entertainment and just the few hours time..

but is a very very cool day for me.!!

LOVE YOU GUYZ..!!

~viva day~

later im going out with my Viva gang of friends.!!

before ah ma and joanne leave Malaysia, we plan to celebrate with them today..!!

i mean just a normal dinner time..!!

alright...got to go bath right now.!!

photo will come up tonight.!!


Viva Outing

~the day we celebrate~

The day we celebrate at windmill.!!!

Photo SHOOT..!!!

Love by AShLEY