7/31/08

~I pray~

I feel so tired and stress..no 1 really understand why christian keep inviting their friends to church.
let me tell you, christian try to reach out to the public and share the gospel out is because they dont want people suffer in hell in the future... is very true....there is hell and heaven. Believe me please....is very scary.... do you think we have the benefit after you guys accepted Christ?? i can tell you seriously NO BENEFIT at all....why are we putting so much effort and time just to invite you guys come church?? did you guys ever think before?? I let more than 20 over people rejected me, but i never give up. I have faith, i know 1 day God will touch their heart. I cry for souls that can save back. God please forgive those people that dont know you and forgive me that i dont dare to share your gospel out.
Guys, hell is full of suffering, and full of pain. trust me please... there is no fake thing.
Back to the Kingdom of God

7/13/08

~Lucas belated Birthday~


well....thousand apologize to Lucas my dear...

I busy until i didnt wish him Happy Birthday.

This few days my church stuff is really screw up my time....

SO sorry....i really feel sorry to you...

I'm useless...

Hope you really will accept my apologize...

Sorry....

I cant give out my care nor even a birthday wish...

Im useless....

sorry Lucas..!!

please forgive me.!!

Happy Belated birthday..!!

Lucas replied:
I never angry....I'm okie..
dont think so much.
you better study hard, exam is coming..please..!!
Ashley feeling after taking to him:
I'm so happy, i got this kind of firends...
no matter what i did...they will always forgive and forget..
and still cheer me up and support me with no reason.
Lucas...you're really my lovely friends
Happy Belated Birthday my dear LUCAS...!! Muackxx.!!

7/12/08

~emotion day~

well...kinda long never update my little emo bloggie....!!
weee.....eeee again to update some emo thingy again...!!
sigh....i guess this the only place for me to release myself..!!
EMO STORY
just woke up, i've quarrel with 2 person.
why suddenly i became so emotion nowadays, am i lack of sleep or too "MYSELF"
even though the 1 who always tolerate me, started to F*** me up.
nah nah....I become a ROCK now..! hard and solid...
no one can win me, but end up i lose to myself...
a story behind me, I name this story book as "MYSELF, ASHLEY"
sound cool and rocky..but there is full of weaknesses there...
I'm weak when i face probelm
I'm weak when i come to a situation that dont know how to handle
I'm weak when come to slove problem
I'm weak when i doing something
Why cant i be strong?? where is ME?? i couldnt find it anymore...
because I'm lost when i weak.