~porridge~

MORNING
yooo....!!! i just woke up 7.45 in the morning..!! tired..!! nowadays sister every morning keep vomiting...!! dont know why..!! and having fever too..!! hmm....so i heard she vomit again then i force myself to wake up and let her eat porridge..!! wa...yesterday slept so late cause chat with robin until 1 something i guess..!! haha..!! kinda funny chatting with him..!! talk bout many gossip...!! i'll be GOSSIP QUEEN again...!! arghh....today wake up so early..!! yer....faster recover back la sis..!! you fall sick already 3 days ...then i be your maid also 3 days de..!! later need to cook porridge again..!! then my lunch also same as her lunch too ...!! porridge...!! yuck...!! eeeeee....tonight going to have prayer meeting at f.g.a 8p.m to 12a.m...wow wow..!! i dont know weather i can stand it or not..!! this few day not enought sleep...!! arghh....!! panda eyes..!! anyways i pray for sister too..!! hope she recover back as soon as possible..!! TIRING

~bless you~

MORNING
yesterday night after my dancing class pooi kee,ah ma,pui san,pui yen and chee wei went to puchong and yum cha..!! very tiring...cause after my dancing..! and this the 1st time i cant catch up the dance...!! i feel unhappy and moody..!! hmm....!! im sitting inside pooi kee car silently just try to calm down myself...!! sigh..!! after we reached puchong ...they keep reading news paper cause a taiwan actor called xun wei lon have pass away on friday ...!! she a girl that really very pretty and sweet...!! because of accident she just walk away with her pretty smile..!! sound so scary..!! cause our life is such a short life...!! she just 28 year old..!! such a young girl..!! pity..!! well....although i not really knew who is the xun wei lun but when i went back home i switch on the tv and see the entertaiment news..!! my tear roll down easily..!! argh...!! such a pity girl...!! she have talent on singing and acting...!! sigh...!! walk away..!! anyways today pui yen is looking for job for this holiday..!! i blesses her can find a great job and after you get your salary remember treat me eat okie?? wait for your meal..!! haha..!! and also zheng wei may GOD bless you in your exam..!! take care GUYZ...!!

my 1st time

EVENING
wow....today is my 1st time went to jogging with zheng wei,jasmine,e woon,mei bo,kah sing...!! super tired man...!! early in the morning 7 woke up and wait for wei wei fetch me..!! after that we reached bukit jalir me and jas start to jog...!! wow wow wow..!! stupid jas better than me ...! she really crazy...!! non stop and keep running..!! after the fifth round (i guess) i started gastric REGRET cause last night didnt even ate my dinner..!! and suddenly feel starving...!! hmmm...eeeeee.....and the stupid TAN ZHENG WEI super super idiotic..!! he called us to climb up the hill to find mei bo,e woon and kah sing..!! i starting tiring and gastric...!! finally we reached the top...!! but cant find them...!! and he lead us the wrong direction..!! need me to walk so many tiring road...!! (*&*(#@^%#^%^#...!! today really jog...!!after our jog....!! we go for our breakfast...!! guyz...!! restaurant lucky de wan tan mee super super "NICE" (get what i mean right??) "you guyz must go and have a try for that" is DELICIOUS...!! lucky after that no need to play squash with wei wei...if not i really dead...!! i rest for 1 hour....need to go for bible study..!! and that my 1st time attend that class...!! i have learn many many thing...!! and understand more detail...!! really thank for bringing me there...!! and also that my 1st time join WEST prayer meeting...!! thats amazing and great...!! today is my 1st day and my 1st time went jogging with them,bible study and also prayer meeting..!! well never forget...!! thats amazing..!! and i also wish pui yen will get good result in her recently exam...!! tomorrow is her last paper..!! hope that she can overcome it..!! ah ma...!! tuesday get your SLK wo...!! (small little kancil) haha....!! eeeeee....!! yea...!! ah ma can drive us go yum cha de...!! happy...!! wow wow ...today really is my HAPPY day...!!

~grounded~

MORNING
eeeee.....today woke up at 1o o clock...because of my friend ji herng...!! sms me wanna go for a youth concert at bukit jalir or not..!! eeeeee....ARGHhh....!! i keep forcing myself to sleep till afternoon only wake up..!! if not i really dont know what can i do...!! i stay inside the house..!! hmm....must find something to do..!! eeeeeee.....lalalala.....i getting crazy ...!! still got 2 month to go...!! i need to suffer to stay inside this house..!! sigh..!! got car also no use...!! daddy dont let me go out...wanna go for swimming sigh...daddy dont let to..!! cause scare i rape by people..!! OH GOSH....!! izzit too over protective..??? $#%#$^%$^@#@# ...MAD...!! hmm...today i really wanted to find something and do..!! bake cake??play ps2??watch movie??dance??play comp??singing??piano?? GOSH...!! cant stand it..!! everyday keep doing the same thing..!! hmmm.....i really beg my daddy ...i hope he let me go cg...!! sigh sigh sigh...!!please please please..!! i wannna go...!! dont grounded me until like this..!! i need some freedom..! just go for cg then come back..!! please please please...!!

~SSSSssaaaaDD~

NIGHT
hmm.....early in the morning i woke up at 6 something i dont know why i cant even sleep probably...!! my mind keep on turning up and down..!! dont know thinking what..!! hmm...eeeee..!! nothing to do ..!! so kacau wei wei ...!! sms him..!! eeeee.....he seem so tiring..!! cause he told me that he wanna take a 20 min nap..!! well...hope he can overcome all his hw and exam..!! today whole day nothing to do....!! cause grounded at house..!! cause mummy went outstation de....!! tomorrow hope my daddy let me go cg...cause i really hope i can go ...hmm...i know my daddy wont let me go..!! tomorrow need to grounded at home again..! whole day staying inside the house i really getting mad..!! i really hope i can start my school now..!! i cant even stand on it..! everyday staying at home play,eat,sleep,dance and i really dont know what to do already...! help...!! i really hope that you guyz can pray for me..!! cause i really hope to go cg tomorrow and saturday service..!! hope that GOD will change my daddy thinking..!! so that he may let me go..!! GOD i hope YOU are there answering my prayer..!! and also i pray for pui yen to recover as soon as possible..!! cause she sick now..!! and ji herng i hope you will be happy dont because of a girl making you so sick..!! pray to GOD..!! only HE can help you...!! take care all my lovely FRIEND

~2 days programe~

AFTERNOON
well...yesterday 23/01/07 is the 1st time i went out for lunch with phooi yee..!! i never regret for spending my time to go out with her..!! she amazing..!! well although she bigger then me 3 years..!! but her thinking is such a mature girl that i ever met..!! she share with me many thing and teach me how to be a faithful christian..!! i really very happy and glad to knew her..!! she a gorgeous girl...!! although i knew her just a couple week ago..!! she really take care me and share gospel with me..!! i feel that GOD really giving me an angel to guide me and lead me to your way..!! thank GOD you such an amazing GOD..!! by the way i choose to stay at WEST (cell group) forever and ever..!! although is a chinese section because of you guyz i choose to stay here..!! you guyz ROCK MAN...!! few of the members really help me alot and being my side when i need them..!! thank you so much..!! LOVE YOU..!! Phooi yee...!! thank for helping me up so much thing..!! although you just said the few words to me..! that enought is really help me alot..! thankxx..!! by the way wei wei you also help me alot too..!! thank guyz..!!WEST U'rE ROCK..!!


hmm...!! today mummy went outstation de..!! she called back and said that the fly delay because its heavy rain there..!! they need to stay over night 1 day in the hotel there..!! hmm..!! hope that mummy will be safe...!! love you mummy and miss you..!! take care...!!

24/01/2007
MORNING
early in the morning i wake up ....!! after i practice my dancing...i straight away go cook fried rice for our breakfast..!! well....why my stupid maid is at my grandma house...!! hmm..!! hope that she can come back now.!! cause she can help me to wash plate..!! eeeeee....lazy lazy lazy..!! after our breakfast we going to lot10 shopping ...hmm..!! cant even buy anything ...just bought few thing...!! neh neh neh...!! eeeeee.....wanna buy more shirt..!! for my college..!! eeeeee....!! after my sister went to do her facial treatment so i was so bored and walking alone..!! finally timothy break time so i accompany him to have lunch... lucky he break if not i bored till die..!! well today quite unhappy cause my father need to sleep alone..!! mummy not beside him..!! mummy told me that daddy scare of lonely...!! so i guess he cant sleep well..! anyways i pray that GOD may bless him and take away his lonelyness and stress...!! thank..!! and also pui yen is having her exam..!! i hope she can overcome her exam ....GOD may bless you in your exam..!! and zheng wei also having exam soon..!! pray that you guyz may pass and get good result...!! anyways GOD you AWESOME

~quarrel~

MIDNIGHT
hey man..!! my family quarrel again..! well...my mummy going outstation on this wednesday..!! she asked me to help her to find the bag..!! but i lost it..!! i can't find it..!! GOSH she starting fire up on me..!! *^*^&*^%$...!! not my fault man..!! i just forgot where did i put..!! well fine..!! go and be good girl for few min..!! go and do some stupid housework..!! im getting feeduping ...!! why always i get scolded and always im doing those tiring housework..!! where my hell sister is..!! she keep on playing the idiot comp and not helping me ..!! FINE...!! just stand it..!! after few min..!! i heard my mum and sister quarrel inside the room..!! where the hell those thing go..!! my sister lost the 256mb memory card..!! and my sister out of temper and shouted at my mummy..!! GOSH...!! they keep shouting each other..!! what im suppose to do?? PRAY..!! no longer my mum went back to her room and slap the door..!! HEY MAN ....GOSH why my family so suxxxx...!!! *((^&*#^&*&#*)(*(#)*#()#*(*#&&*#^&*#^#&(^#&*^#(#&*()#*(#)&* cant stand it man...!! after i told my sister to help out some housework..but she told me that she wanted to go out with her BF...i said WHAT THE.....!!! just out of my mind and i tell her GO DIE la you..!! sigh...!! turn we keep quarreling...!! just freaking unfair man..!! always im the 1 doing housework she the want mess up the house and not helped out ...freaking ANGRY *ARGHHHH ....!! *^&*^&$%#$...!! well well well..!! feeling better now..!! can express my feeling here..!! ARGHHHH still very MAD on her ..!!! &^ &*#^&@%$%$@%^@$%@$^@%@$^

~times rushing~

MORNING
Yesterday bout 6.20p.m i still having my sweet dream...!! well i have no idea what to do in the whole afternoon...BORING DAY..!!! hmm..planned to go sleep until 8 something..!! but suddenly my phone ringing *beeeezzz beeezzzz*...!! angrying..!! who the hack call me..!! hmm...!! guess who?? TERRANCE TAN ZHENG WEI DENGAN ROBIN OOI CHUN KEAT...!! when i picked up the phone they told me Ashley wake up we going to pick you up to have dinner with us..!! OMGOSH...!! my hair messy till like those grass that giving bull to eat..!! and my face look like.....sigh..!! i used half an hour bath,dress up and find my house keyz....!! i keep on running running running inside my house..!! like an idiot only..!! finally i have sat inside their car..!! PHEW...extremely tired...!! by the way we are going to mv and have dinner with them...!! well...quite happy cause 1st time going to mv with them (jenyi,zheng wei,robin,david,jasmine 1,jasmine 2,sheng he and mun tong)..!! but too bad..!! i dont know what to eat..!! hmm...!! because thats my 1st time eat at bugger king haha...!! eeeee...!! weird right..!! well well well..!! after dinner i need to rush back to taman desa and have a cup of tea with my buddy (pui yen,daisy and pui san)...!! lucky they didnt out of patient if not i *^&*&^&* again...!! opss..!! but they waited me 1 hour plus..!! so i need to said sorry again...!! wow wow wow..!! my times is so rushing suddenly..!! but anyways i very happy and enjoyable with them..!! by the way thank for wei wei that sending me there..! if not ......!! *BAD* thank alot..!! and pui san too..!! your lovely cactus and strawberry...!! THANK

~tiring~

MORNING
Last night i slept at 3.40 a.m because of what settle something with my friend..!! finally they forgive me and accept my apologize..!! i really stun when after they scold me they said to me... we always is best friend then will be always..!! no wonder how and what...!! we also will stick together till the end of the day..!! wow wow wow..!! i really STUN...!! i treated them so bad...!! they still forgive me...!! wow wow wow..eeeeee...thats amazing..!! and GOD answer my prayer..!! when they send me that message...!! my tear suddenly roll down to my face and drop down to my bed..!! hmm...after that moment my brain really get fresh..! and from that moment on i promise...! i wont be leave you guyz anymore..!! i will take my time i go out with you guyz..!! at here i really thank for everyone that helped me out in this arguement ...!! and thank for you guyz prayer..! love ya so much..!! muackxx..!! my gang friend and my lovely family..!! you guyz are rock..!! no matter i will not forget you guyz forever and EVER....!!

complicated..

NIGHT
just came back from cg...that was amazing i like it so much..!! well although im going alone but i've learn many thing in there..!! hmm...hope my friend (ah,ma,pui yen,pui san,pooi kee,choey chi and chee wei ) will join me...!! but i know thats was impossible..! cause already 2 years..i been praying for them..!! i hope they will become christian..!! sigh..!! should i give up?? sometime they will quarrel with me because i keep going to church and didnt even accompany them yum cha..!! i really can said church more important then you guyz..!! i know when i wrote this you guyz must be very very hate me..!!*hard to make a choice* i really hope you guyz will understand me..!! that my religion..!! i try to go with you guyz...but too late for me..! my parents not allow me to go..! so every time i choose to wake up early and go have breakfast with you guyz...!! but it seem you guyz having many thing to do..!! and i just quarrel with pui yen...i really cried and told her..!! I REALLY HOPE YOU GUYZ CAN UNDERSTAND ME..!! and SORRY..!! (ah ma,ps,py,pk ) everytime i ffk i feel unhappy and sorry ...!! i really appreciate that you guyz keep on forgiving me..!! i will try to beg my mummy and let me go okie..!! SORRY

early in the morning

MORNING
wow...that amazing..! this year is my 1st time wake up so early in the morning 6.50...!! guyz you know who did this to me?? is ZHENG WEI..! because of his message woke me up i cant even sleep back..!! hmmm...tiring tiring..!! last night i slept at 2.30 in the morning..!! well well well..!! nothing to do..!! day by day..! i keep on wasting my times only..!! my time table are totally free...!! cause the whole day i was like nothing to do..!! thats what my daily lifestyle..!! hmm..!! anyways today is my 1st time go cell group by my own..!! cause jas,pui yen or joash non of them going.!! hmm.....still thinking wanna to go or not?? should i go?? or not..!! sigh..!! scare of lonely what to do?? hmm...!! wow wow wow..!! suddenly imagine that i have a bf...! so i wont be lonely ..! and he can go church and cg with me every week...! hahahaha...eeeeeee...!! what a funny thinking..!! impossible..!! sigh..! pray that GOD might accompany me so i might not feel lonely ..!! YEAH..!! so i won't be bored in cg..!! lalalala..!! going to make my delicious breakfast now..!! toast tuna bread with bacon and a cup of delicious fruit juice..! yummy yummmy..!! hungry hungry..!! lalalaz..!! TIRING...!!

thats my gang

my lovely family
U're MINE
THat mY houSe peT(dUCK)

we are happy family

i wondering why

NIGHT Time
i wondering why everyone is having their own lifestyle now...some is having exam,some is woking,studying or holiday-ing..!! but me?? aint nothing to do..!! staying at home just being a meaningless people...!! i wonder why i can't go out and have some fun or rather i go and try to work and earn some pocket money?? hmm...!! well if i mention infront of my father might straight away tell me NO MEAN NO...!! hmm..!! cant even argue...!! okie fine...! just endure...!! their my parents i need to be respect..!! haiz..!! every monday i keep on counting the day till friday..! cause friday i can go cell group and sing worship with all my friend..! their just like my another family..! eeeee....too bad..! just only can play for few hours..!! *SOB* ahh...!! help help help..!! what can i do in this couple of month?? keep on staying at home doing nothing?? or try to slip away from home when daddy mummy working?? hmm...should i do that?? well well well...i think nope..! sigh...!! better stay at home and read some story book and upload my blog..!! BORED DAY