~friends~

NIGHT
hmm...today i slept the whole day..!! early in the morning woke up at 10...then i slept in the afternoon till 7p.m in the evening..!! hmm...! usually i will not sleep so much..but dont know what is happening to me..!! quite hate this kind of life style..!! well anyways today i not in a good mood..!! well...i heard 1 of my friend told me that she start a new relationship on last 2 days...! i was like shock..!! she very close to me...!! we 2 seem like a pair of shoe..!! always together and not seperate...!! she called me just now..!! and she told me she start a new relationship..! i dont know what happen to me....i very angrying her and i dont wanna continue talk to her anymore...!! when i hung up the phone i straight away call pooi kee..!! she is my best counselor..!! i talk to her every single thing..!! actually i scare because she have a new partner and forget me...!! i scare to be lonely..i scare to be alone..!! everyday we use to sms each other and chit chat on phone..!! but now i dont think so she might have this time to talk to me anymore..!! im so selfish ...because my benefit i dont hope she have a new partner..!! why should i being like this?? friends?? i have many..!! althought she far away from me i still have another..!! but because of she is my best buddy that i never had..! so that i scare 1 day she might not treat me like last time anymore..!! GOD i pray that i might not be alone..!! i scare of lonely..!! GOD stay beside me for my rest of my life..!! i need you..!! and also thanks for BOY and PK..!! you 2 really comfort me and stay beside me when i need you guyz..!! thanks ALOT..!!

to:PY

i believe you that you wont leave me because of XXX...!! i kinda depends you on everything..! cant even imagine that 1 day you not beside me..!! thats is i most afraid...!! last time we use to be always together and have fun and play...well now you have to take care your XXX anyways i try to accept the fact...!! well hope we can everyday chit chat together and exhcnage secret..! we always like a pair of shoe till the end of the day..!! we will never seperate ..!! our gang friends i most close to you and pk..! i dont hope you 2 also will far away from me..!! forever remember!!

~teacher~

MORNING

in the afternoon my mummy called back and asked me to go her office mum mum...cause her office open house...! so i bring along pui yen and pooi kee go too..!! wow...really many many foods to eat...!! cant even finish it..!! but not that nice..!! after that they came to my house and called me to teach them account..!! haha..!! i become tuition teacher..!! eeee...!! hahaha..!! actually is quite easy but when you try to explain a word by word and also translet to chinese is really very very hard..!! lucky everything going smoothly..!! and also i have learn many new words..!! then i gave her some exercise to do...!! beside i teaching her i also keep on capturing photo!! haha..!! never seen a teacher like this before leh..!! cause too bored nothing to do..!! cant blame me..!! eeeee...!! around 7 something we drove ah ma car to my house and wash it..!! 3 person wash 1 car..!! quite enjoying washing car..!! eeeee...!! can play water..!! i love water...!! after we playing that i rush home and bath ...and also they rush to return back the car to ah ma...!! till NIGHT..!! seen cheow called me to come out yum cha..!! before we go yum cha we went to hon yien house and have a sit..!! after that her sister and brother shock me..!! they asked me are you ashley then i said yes..!! wah..so happy cause hon yien keep on saying me pretty in front of them..! hahaha...!! eeee...pai seh pai seh..!! too perasan..!! haha..eeee..!! but is true la man..!! yer...in people eyes i still pretty and not fatty.!! wahhahaha...!! eeeee....!! sorry ah...too happy..! anyways very enjoying with you guyz my ex classmate..!! when free we come out again okie?? miss you guyz alot..!! love ya..!!



so call tuition teacher

VISIT

NIGHT
well....yesterday whole day went out with west(my cell group members) hmm...quite fun tho..!! but very tired man...!! cause early in the morning 8 something i woke up then play till midnight only reached home..!!we went to many people house...!! but wei wei house "NOT NICE" get what i mean right??..!! i though his room quite messy ....when i step into his room i said what the hack is this..!! clean than my room..!! err...!! anyways quite fun cause can run here run there..!! kakakakaka..!! well yesterday run whole day..!! but this morning i still need to wake up early...cause got basketball training..!! wow..!! CNY really very busy..!! i keep on going out till non stop ...too many friends...!! haha...eeee!! after my basketball training i need to rush to taman desa to have lunch with pui yen..!! then 2 o clock went to church...!! wow...! haha..! syok le..!! my schedule full..!! happy happy..!! actually today went to church equal i didnt go..!! cause im too tiring...! and no mood to listen what the pastor say..!! sorryGOD...!! after church we straigh away went to pa sou ko house..!! our leader..!! after that...me and wei wei sit at car talk bout something that i very hate...!! emmm...secret secret...!! shh...!! but he make me cried...!! if you guyz love me..help me to bully him back please!! anyways quite happy talking with that idiot...!! happy to know you guyz more..!! tonight my ex-classmate having party..!! i still thinking wanna go or not?? too tired la me..!! haix..!! anyways wish you guyz have fun ya..! love YOU

~2 days~

NIGHT

hmm....well not really free to blog on yesterday..!! so just lub together...!! yesterday our gang went to sunway lagoon and play..! well thats my 3rd times been there..!! early in the morning pui yen woke me up at 7.30 a.m and she told me that she coming on 5 min..!! i was shock..!! i using 10 min to pack my thing...!! and change cloth..! lucky everything i bring didnt leave anything behind..!! we reach ah ma house at 8 o clock..!! and we started to cook..!! hmm....!! all of us really dump in cooking..!! no talent in cooking..!! haix....anyways the fish ball and mee hun is failed..!! but other luckily is okie..!! can pass..!! so we pack all our thing and we start our journey at 11.30a.m...!! our car (small little kancil) so call SLK...!! haha..!! stuck 6 people ..!! so you know how slim we are..!! great..!! after we reached lagoon they not allow to bring our food in..!! i though we can go picnic together but too bad...!! they dont allow..!! fine ...! bla bla bla...!! not to said much ....!! ENJOYING IN LAGOON...!! after that we so starving so we faster ran back to car and take all our food out..!! wow...we eating inside the car and every1 looking at us..!!forget to let you guyz know we park at outside jockey parking there hmm....embrassing...! anyways i will let you guyz see how we eat at that moment..!! quite enjoying eat without bathing but we change our cloth....!! at night i went to edwin house with jh and noel..!! quite happy ...we 4 idiot gamble..!! stupid noel dumb in black jack..!! too bad...keep losing money to edwin and jh..!! but i keep wining jh money..!hahaha...eeeeee...bad....!! anyways take care edwin..!! cause tomorrow he need to go back to camp..!! miss you ..!! noel and jh still owe me 1 meal..!! i will remember it forever..! hahaha...!!

okie...!! lets talk bout today..!! i woke up 2 something in the afternoon too tired cause yesterday night play till non stop..!! after i bath pooi kee came and fetch me to tim house..!! we went there and play take ang pao again..!! nice nice nice..!! after that we also went to hon yien house at sri petaling..!! we chit chat for a hour and we need to move to another station to meet up with pui yen and daisy...!! wow...keep running here and there..!! quite fun too..!! hmm...dont talk bout what we have do today...!! not really happy...!! at night my family brought us to sentul my aunt house and yum yum...!! baskin robin ice cream nice..!! and my aunt cook...!! emmm...okie la...can pass...!! anyways today not that happy...!! okie la...!! tomorrow need to go for my baskeball traning again..!! tired...!! gtg rest...!! night guyz..!!

this is our meal...!!

hungry time...!!

after lagoon....

before going lagoon...we make tong yun and eat

nugget...quite delicious..i fried with pk

~supermarket~

NIGHT
eeee....today woke up at 1 in the afternoon...after that pui yen called me and said they are coming to fetch me to parkson and buy some food for tomorrow picnic...!! haha...eeee...yea 1st time going picnic at lagoon haha...!! i going to goreng telur..!! before we going to buy our stuff we went to MD to have our breakfast..! well...i ordered mc egg,2 large fried and a cup of coke..!! after i addictional again..!! i treat them eat...!! beside we having breakfast we also plan to talk about our gang problem..!! so call family meeting..!! hmm...the first person we talked is pui san..!! emm...actually not to broadcast her thing here..!! hmm....well then i let you guyz know what they dislike me...!! 1st- i always put their helicopter...!! well guess you guyz know whats that..!! mean break promise and not going out with them..!! anything la....!! 2nd they said me still like a small girl..always also mummy here mummy there...!! just like a small girl ...!! hmm....mean mama girl lor..!! 3rd-talk about friends problem..!! well because i always going out with church friends and not going out with them ...so they asked me 1 question you feel that which gang of friend that be with you more happier and comfortable...!! my answer...!! you guyz is my gang friend..and no 1 can take this place..!! althought sometime i really with my church friend very happy but how also they also my family too...but best friends that is forever and ever is you guyz and few of them..!! well no 1 can take you guyz place...!! although few more years or month we will leave each other...but i hope you guyz dont forget we wrote our name in the garden there..!! our PIG FAMILY will always stick together no matter how far we is..!! so just let you guyz know we is 1 gang...always also..!! LOVE YOU GUYZ SO MUCH..!! we going to picnic tomorrow...so photo will we post tomorrow..!! exciting 1st time going picnic with friends..!! hmm...finish our family meeting...!! so we went to centre buy our food..cause parkson too expensive..!! we bought many thing .....going fatter tomorrow..!! and also we buy tong yun..!! eeeeee.....!! happy..!! but we cant wait till tomorrow so they came to my house and cook tong yun..!! well i've capture the photo but i didnt upload it..!! so will put it in next blog..!! emm...actually not that nice..!! cause dont have tau fu fa..!! eeee...!! who wanna eat tong yun? next time i cook for you guyz..!! now i only know so easy to make..!! haha...eeeee!! okie la gtg sleep de..!! night FRIENDS

~CNY~

NIGHT

yea...eeee....today is CNY ...!! well i wish everyone of you happy chinese new year...! wow...tiring man...last night i slept at 4 in the morning..!! cause i helped my mummy to clean my house..!! err....i think because of that...now im having fever...!! and flu too..!! arghh..! can play with my cousin they all...!! so now i sitting down there and post blog...!! haha...quite happy tho many aunty and uncle praise me ...!! but few of them told me that im gain weight...!! i said what the....!! i suffering for few month to controling my food...but still the same?? arghh...! sad...!! anyways i just let you guyz have alot some picture of today..!! tomorrow will be more..!! cause now im sneezing...! suffering..! need to rest...!! enjoy and happy chinese new year to all my lovely dear friends...!! at last i also said sorry to ah ma,pui yen and pooi kee cant even accompany you guyz yum cha...cause im sick now..!! enjoy ya..!! friendss..!! love you..!!

mummy,me,aunty and sister

thats ME..!!

cousin brother and me..!! (he going to NZ soon) miss him..!!

funny right?? haha...eeee!!

~few days~

NIGHT

14/2/07

eeeee...that day valentine is a really wonderful day for me..!! quite happy i thought i can even receive any gift from friends..!! hmm....actually i cried out that day when playing badminton with wei wei and jas they all.!! hmm...quite sad nia..!! but at last i receive roses and cookies from wei wei,bee bee and pooi kee..!! really thanks alot guyz...i will never forget..!! and so on that day ah ma drove us to midvally and we jam almost half an hour only smoothly get into car park..!! at last...we decided to eat sushi king..!! is really crowded in midvally..!! so many couples are they..!! admire..!! after our dinner ah ma fetch us back ...the most angry is we jam inside the car park almost 1 hour plus..!! well..losing patient...!! so me and pooi kee ran to buy ice cream and fried and we ate inside the car..!! after we having that the car not even move a single step..!! eeee.....LOSING PATIENT...lucky im not the girl who driving..pity ah ma only..! DAISY dAISY...!!

15/2/07

i dont know what is happening today..!! i just skip it..!! well just to show you guyz i have cut my front hair..!!! just like an idiot..!! dont laught when look at my picture..!! eeee...!! idiotic..!!

16/2/07

wahahahhaa....today is my 1st day worked with jas...!! hahaha...eeeee...so nervous man...!! but quite happy man...!! cause 1 day rm90..!! hahaa...just need to work 7 hours..!! im promoter of lipton red ice tea...!! now i still remember how im promote....i use my own way to promote...!! (hey miss wanna try out new product lipton red ice tea...without colouring and also we having promotion now the bottle 500ml is 1.65 and the can 300ml is 1.10...! is using teh booibos ...if you drink you can feel the natural of teh..!!) haha...!! nonsense...!! talk so many but all those customer just wanted to drink and go..!! err.....!! but few of them also helped me to buy..!! happy happy...im good promoter...!! and i met alot of friends at there too..!! 1 of the guyz keep on bullshit with me..!! haha...quite cute la..!! we exchange number and msn too..!! keep in touch la..!! and few of the girls there...!! when break time...wei wei came and find us and accompany us.....!! but i saw pooi kee is keep helped me to do many things...!! she helped me to serve customer and also help me to clean my store..!! wow....!! so happy....but jas told me that she can see that she have feeling on me..!! errr err...dont talk bout that...!! hahaa....very very gerli...@@ !! at night we went to yum cha and i keep on singing ...!! wei wei though im crushed with who..!! haha...!! bluff you guyz la..!! sot sot dei de..!! and that night i called pui yen and jas almost 3 hours more..!! haha...talk crap..!! anyways tomorrow is reunion dinner..!! kwa kwa kwa ...!! happy...!! but cant eat much...!! need to control ...!!

17/2/07

eeee....today turn pui yen and pooi kee work..!! haha...early in the morning i went to mv and wait for them to work...so that i can drink lipton red tea..!! haha...eeeee...!! dont know why feel very happy today...!! after that i also bought something for new year...is girl stuff again..!! yea cant wait till tomorrow can wear until very nice..!! hahaha...eeeee...!!! lalalalala...!! till night after our dinner my uncle has bought many firework...so me and my cousin and all my uncle play together...really very nice...!! those firework...!! quite expensive tho...!! anyways i keep on bullshit here...!! anyways tomorrow will continue blog...!! haha...wish everyone happy chinese new year...! remember capture some picture and let me see k?? love you guyz..!! happy chinese new year...!! win as much as you can..!! and treat me eat..!! haha...!! tataz...

this is my recently picture with ah ma,pui san,puiyen..!! well not yet capture photo with wei wei and pooi kee..!! coming soon...!!

~my business~

MIDNIGHT
well...not going to talk bout valentine day..!! next blog only talk bout it..!! well well well..!! time is going on...i just like a small little girl dont know what im doing now..!! everyone is busying by their own thing..!! but ME?? such a bird that wihtout wings..!! dont know how to fly..!! all is studying and working..! ME ME ME??? just staying at home being such a fool..!! i think i become a foolish girl soon..!! today zheng wei and jasmine is playing badminton at my house here..!! actually i not that happy..! i dont know what is happening to me..!! i just keep on going out and standing there alone..! i've think many thing...i cant tell them what is happening to me cause is not the right times..!!so i just sang few songs thats very meaningfull....hope they know what im trying to said... i just dont hope many people know it..!! hmm..anyways i just wanna let him(a guyz that i always been admiring him) know what im thinking...!! hmm...hope he really can read my blog..!! actually im not crushed with him...just having a very very special feeling between me and him...eeeee....this few sentence can decribe my feeling..!!


This feeling's taking control of me....And I can't help it..I won't sit around, I can't let her win now....Thought you should know.....I've tried my best to let go of you....But I don't want to....I just gotta say it all.....Before I go....Just so you know.....It's getting hard to be around you....There's so much I can't say.....Do you want me to hide the feelings.....And look the other way.....And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop





i think you guyz know what im mean it right?? errr.....emmmm.....dont think other way...im not crushed with somebody..!! just jealousing..!!

~celebrating~

THIS MY LOVELY GRANDMA

MORNING

today is my grandma birthday..!! she getting older and older..!! i was so afraid that 1 day she might be far away from me..! she the 1 that take care of me when i was born till now i turn to 18...everyday i keep helping her to pray..hope 1 day my grandma and grandpa will accepted chris..!! my zone leader told us..!! dont give up..do your best and let GOD do the rest...!! because of this..i will never give up to helping my family pray..!! my grandpa really very cute and nice..!! early in the morning he called me and told me that today is his wife birthday..remember to wish her and give her a cup of sweet tea for her and drink..!! wow...im so sorry to my grandma..i forgotten her birthday..!! well...my grandma is such a greatest grandma in the world..! when i was small i always get sick ...she the only one who take care me and she teach me many thing that in school cant learn it..!! she is the 1 that always scold us until she cried..!! although sometime she keep on mumbling us..!! because she want us to be a perfect people ..!! when my grandma was young that time..!! she been suffering for all the way go..!! when i heard she tellling us her story i was like unbelieve what she has said..! but in sence is really a truth story..!! my grandma most happier to see us graduate..!! so last year i get number 1 in class and i get a big trophy on my sport day thats is olahwagarwarti..!! she so happy..and she touched by me..!! im so happy...!! when see her smile on me and hug me..!! although she quite fierce sometime..!! but she is my grandma that i most love..!! FOREVER AND EVER..!! happy birthday POPO..!!

~sort throat~

AFTERNOON
hmm....i woke up at 9 something in the morning..!! i having sort throat..!! suffering..!! i keep on eating ice to let my throat cool down..!! dont know wheather is a good idea for it or not..! but after that feeling better..! well today as usual staying at home until at night and going for dancing class..!! today we going to start another new song...!! hmm....hope i can catch up the move..!! yesterday sorry to sheng he and zheng wei.!! they 2 came to my house and i didnt even serve them ...hope you guyz accept my apologize..!! after that 12 we reached to church..me and sheng he was inside L2 room and talk bout our own personal thing and dance..!! well he really a nice guyz while chatting with him..! quite friendly..! we talk bout many thing bout our feeling toward people and relationship and other...!! i though that i was bored staying with him..but totally different feeling...!! and i saw many of my friends in english youth service..!! just chat with them for a while then sheng he went to bath..! and i was all alone there..!! lucky my friend came and chat with me..!! thats eyon..!! and we exchange our phone number..!! hope we can keep in touch for the rest of the times..!! after my bible study i going out with my family..!! they bring me to go for shopping..but i aint buy anything..!! just bought some girl stuff..!! arghh...!! well anyways valentine day is coming..!! i feel lonely ...all the while many guyz will giving me chocolate and flowers..!! but this year i think aint guyz giving me..!! kinda sad..!! hmm....but anyways i wish all the couple will last forever and ever..!! happy valentine day..!!

~1st times~

MIDNIGHT
well im having headache now..!! cant even sleep right now..!! just try to blog and express my feeling here..!! hmm...today 1 of the pastor came from singapore....i guess im not wrong..! she really powerfull women...!! when i sitting there and listen to her seminar of spritual gift and anoiting i understand what she been talking ..!! after we also having service at 7 o clock ..she also giving speech ...after the speech she called us to worship and zone leaders stand infront of her..!! she wanted to help they pray..!! when she started to pray my whole body are shaking and my tears rolled down ....the situation is like wow...hard to explain but you can feel the holy spirit is serounding the church.!! i never try it before..! because last time i was afraid of this kind of situation but today totally different..!! i lay infront of GOD...! the whole CYC is crying ..!! is hard to said out what is happening inside ...!! i never feel that feeling before..!! i feel im holy aand blessed by GOD now..!! but i hope GOD may blessed jasmine too..!! although she non christian..! she afraid by that but i know GOD you will show her the way and make a way for her..!! well...GOD is it giving a challenge to me..!! i knew it ...i must walk through this road..!! thats many thing i have to be strong on it..!! is quite pressuring having this kind of non christian friends..!! i will still put GOD in the 1st place....well i knew that you guyz may feel disappointed to me..but i will never give up..!!! you guyz being my best gang friend for 3 years more..!! can said just a short moment but my heart is giving a place for you guyz..!! ya i admit now my times is spending more on church friends than you guyz..!! i feel that my church friends giving me a feeling that like comfortable and warmless...althought we just knew each other not more then half a year..!! i....speechless...i dont know what im talking and typing..!!aiks...!! but you guyz is such a friends that i most worried and carring...cant compare with them..!! arghh..!! what im trying to said is GOD i gave you all my problem ...i surrender to you..!! i know 1 day they will understand me ..!! this 3 gang of friends non of them i will give up...i will keep you guyz inside my heart forever and ever..!! i give my life to you GOD...i let YOU to plan for me..! i give YOU ALL..!!

~SHOPPING DAYZ~

MORNING
yesterday early in the morning..my sister woke me up and called me to get ready cause she need to rush down to lot10 and do her facial treatment..!! hmm...so i called up pui yen wake up and go with me..! so that i might not so bored rather than i sat there for 1 hour more..!! after we reach lot10 we having breakfast there ....wow...!!super expensvie and the food not that nice..!! err....(money *fly fly fly*) again...!! PK LA PK LA..!! well after i having breakfast with pui yen and my sister..!! then we go for shopping and sister went for her facial treatment..!! we saw a very very nice t-shirt hanging there..! so i just run there and try it..!! wow...nice nice..!! i like it..! extreme t shirt...! pui yen also bought 1 too..!! not that expensive cause discount..!! rm39 for 1..!! yeah yeah yeah..! cool ...i like it..!! after i went into GUESS shop...!! i saw a wallet super nice..! well...i knew my sister bring her credit card along..!! hahaha..!! cause mummy gave her to buy new year cloths..!! eeeee....after that i faster ran back and wait for my sister finish her treament and i pull my sister and pui yen into GUESS shop..!! i bagging my sister buy for me..!! yeah..!! she said this is the last wallet you going to buy..!! haha..!! cause i have many wallet ....kakakaka...!! i bought it..!! yeah yeah yeah.!! is black colour..!! super nice..!! eeeeee.....so happy..!! then i drove to carefour to repair my phone..!! err....they said need to leave your phone here ...need to check what wrong inside..!! sigh..!! i think 1 week times only can take back my phone..!! sigh...!! hmmm....!! well...i guess 3 something in the afternoon i fetch pui yen home..!! at night me,ah ma,pui yen and pooi kee went to night market ..ah ma drove ..!! wow..!! scary man..!! but she have improve her driving skill..not that bad...!! although at there we didnt even bought anything ..!! but really very happy we can stay together play and have fun..!! and also last nigth is my 1st time ate PUI ZAI KOU...!! errr.....okie le..!! not bad too..!! but too bad is my wallet left 20 something..!! er...!! need to control ...!! i use money too over..sorry mum...!!

later 4 in the evening..! jas is coming to my house and play badminton..!! wow...she addicted to sport man..!! everyday she seem like calling me to go and jogging or play badminton with her..!! my body muscle going crazy...!! after that at night we might going to fga and praise and worship GOD...!! hope everything going smoothly..!! and also pui yen and pooi kee today is 1st day job..!! hope they can handle it well....!! wow ...this few day ji herng keep on calling me more than half and hour more..!! i guess his phone bill raise up again..!! my ears going to burn up...everyday keep on using hp and chat..!! well...guess he can overcome everything..!! he and noel also owe me 1 sushi king..!! wahahahah..kakakaka....i going fatter and fatter..!! hmm.....if we found japanese tuition center..i think me and noel going to start the class soon...!! wow....i going to be buzy man..!! piano lesson start at march...and i also goiing to start my dancing class at march(popping) wow...hip hop and jazz i also cant catch up the last move i scare i cant handle popping..!! err...start on march my times is full..!! yeah yeah yeah..!!

~SO HAPPY~

NIGHT
happy happy happy...today wei wei and jas came to my house and play badminton..!! wow...cool...we play till crazy..!! after that i gave jas try my porridge..!! but she said too watery...!! not that nice...er...sad sad..!! eeee....dump dump wei wei said help me finish it..but at last he didnt even eat a spoon ..!! err.....!! after i have my porridge then we went out for makan again at kuchai..!! haha...eeeee....we keep talking and eating..suddenly many people come and keep those table and chair..i was like shock..dont know what happening..!! then i started worry ...!! then wei wei told me that is DBKL...!! wah sai...i saw 1 of the guyz have a gun inside his pocket..!! i so scare he take out the gun..!! i memang faited that time..!! at 1st we wanted to go home..!! but seem like we sit longer then they wont keep this table of..!! so just helped them...and sit there until the DBKL people go..!! aikss..!! 3 lorry full of table and chair..!! imgaine how many table and chair inside..!! they really rugi besar man..!! hiah..pity..!! so happy me,wei wei and jas sitting beside the road..!! like very weired...!! really very happy cause we helped them after we wanna to go back they came and said thank you to us and shake hands with us..!! hmm....thats my 2nd times have met this kind of thing.!! but this the worst ...!! pity them..!! hope they will gain back money as soon as possible..!! and also sorry to my gang..!! i refuse to go out with you guyz...because is too far for me...and i promise my mummy before 9 will be back...!! hope you guyz will forgive me..!! just accept my apologize..!!GOSH..!! suddenly my cell phone cant switch on..!! arghh...angry angry..!! now use back cheap phone..3100..!! ANGRY

~dance~

MORNING
yesterday night i went to dancing class...finally complete that song already..!! but at last the move i cant catch up ...! errr...!! angry angry angry..! my leg become "purple and green" already...!! very pain ....stupid dance..!! arghh...pain..!! after my dancing class we went to kuchai night market with ah ma,pui yen,pui san and pooi kee..!! dont know why i sat inside the car non of them talk to me..!! only pui yen..!! when i wanna to asked something they just like answer me not sincerly...!! argh...!! why you guyz still treated me like this?? sigh...!! the most worst is i walked night market alone..!! can said they dump me ...!! sigh sigh sig..!! i really cried out cant stand that situation..!! hmm...finally GOD answer my prayer pui yen walked forward to me and comfort me..!! wow...that moment i really stun...!! and she said 1 sentence to me...bible said "forgive and forget" wah sai...!! miracle la..1st time she talked to me like this..!! and when at night she message and let me know she going to bed and said to me i will help you PRAY ....wah sai..!! she 1st time did that to me..!! arghh...GOD you answer my prayer..!! yes yes yes..!! oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah..!! kakakakakakkakaka....eeeeeee....!! hope everything is changing..! i can go church de..!! lalala...!! no worry anymore.!! kakakakka..!! but still got 1 gang of friend not yet slove this problem ..!! sigh...!! eeee....anyways pui yen understand is okei de..!! kakaka.....and also ji herng my little boy boy...!! dont be so moody la k?? dont worry i will always beside you ...!! dont because of her making you so down for 2 years...!! please la..! be a MAN k?? dont be so sissy anymore..!! eeeee....tomorrow wei wei coming my house play badminton..!! happy..!! can exercise AGAIn

~stress~

MORNING
GOSH....my whole body muscle pulling..!! so pain..!! because yesterday me,wei wei,jas and debbie went to jogging in early in the morning at bukit jalir after we jog..we went to restaurant lucky again..!! (p/s:please dont go anymore) ...after our breakfast they came to my house and play squash and badminton..!! now my whole body cant even make a single move..!! i dont know how i going to my dancing class later..!! er...pain pain pain..!! eeee.....sigh...monday again..! dont know what to do again...stay inside the house...!! eeee...today i going to register piano lesson..! i need to continue it..!! errr......eeeee.....guitar??sigh...wait for wei wei teach till next year also still the 3 keys..!! kakakka...hahaha...mummy going to buy a yamaha guitar for me...errrr...!! eeee...!! happy happy happy!! dont know when i can become wei wei and robin they all so pro..!! sigh....!! heard that spm result is coming out soon..!! sigh...i know what is my result already....is BAD...!! cause i didnt done it well ...!! no regret ...!! cause that road is i choosen not to study hard..!! but now im different...GOD has gave me a vision to complete it..!! and also i pray for my friends...!! hope 1 day they might be understand ME

~can help me to slove it?~

NIGHT
just came back from church..!! hmmm ....today morning happy ...night sad...!! sigh..!! talk bout happier thing 1st..!! 12 o clock wei wei came to my house and play squash with me..!! bad... he bully me..!! errr.....2 game i just win him 2 balls..!! wow..!! and that 2 balls i think he gave me win..!! arghh...!! my hand so pain...!! cause i dont know how to hold the racket probably...!! haha..!! very funny is i hit the ball then kenal wei wei head..!! kua kua kua...eeeee....hahahhaa..!! who call him win me until so easy..!! smack him..!! haha...eeee!! after that we go church and picked up jen jen and go yum cha with pei yu..!! errr.....very funny lor...we talked bout relationship again..!! eeeee....!! sometime really feel that having bf is a great moment...but sometime feel that having bf is very troublesome..!! errr.....let GOD plan for me..!! well....after a moment (pui yen) my friend called me lucky she understand me but...haih..!!(pooi kee) called me and talk crap..!! crap..crap...!! i dont mention what the hack she told me...!! i only can tell them going church and worship GOD is my job..!! i cant because of you guyz giving up to GOD..!! when you guyz only will understand me?? you guyz hate my church friend i also dont care bout it..!! i just can said friday after my cg i starigh away go back home without having dinner with them..!! but saturday because service over too late... i need to have my dinner if not i hungry till i gastric..!! what you want me to do?? hey man come on la..!! that my religion..!! i try to share some gospel with you...how you guyz shoot me back?? i still can tolerate...but i cant tolerate you guyz stopping me to go church ..!! i know i have giving many excuse to you guyz (my classmat and my gang) said that my mummy cant let me go out till so late...but allow me to go church..!! i really dont know how to explain..!! whenever you guyz scold me i said sorry...whenever you guyz call me mama girl THATS YOU (timothy) i tolerate..!! PLEASE DONT ANGRY K?? you guyz want how i also give k?? i surrender..!! i dont want cry anymore..! GOD i really pray that you will help me slove this problem...!! please please PLEASE

~FUll time~

AFTERNOON
last night me,puiyen,puisan,pooi kee and ah ma went to the curve..! pooi kee fetch us there...wow...super dangerous man..!! she speed and drift...!! wah me,ah ma and pui san scream till the car mirror burst..!! really very very fun last night..!! we just went to the curve and eat japanese ice cream after that we go back to parkson eat kfc..!! haha....you know why we keep on drive here drive there..cause nowadays petrol very "cheap" haha..!! eeeee.....actually we almost couple of month never went out together and play before..!! really amazing..!! happier moment...!! at night we went to pasar malam and buy many food and went to my house swimming pool eat..!! really very nice..!! although we sat on the floor but really very fun...!! we plan to open a party at valentine day..!! but we called single day..!! haha..!! allow single to attend..!! eeeee...!! we also talk bout chinese new year..! haha we will go for our PLAN A...!! haha..eeee...!! great....!! hope our friendship will never end...!! eee....!! happy happy happy...!! later going out to fetch jasmine from tuition center...then wait for zheng wei fetch us to cg...!! yea...later going to make fun of them..!! give them eat wasabi bean...!! haha....later see their crying face ...wahhaa...!! next blog going to let you guyz know how their look..!! whahahhaa..!! hey my best buddy bee bee....pui yen....today 1st day work...how the feeling...!! heard that the job not suitable you....dont work la.!! look like me staying at home be PIG...!! so happiness..!! kakakaka...eeeeee.....lalalala..!! GOOD LUCK