~Hot Air Balloon Fiesta~

An awful journey we had on the previous week.
Woke up early the morning 4.30a.m, slept at 2.30a.m (equation of 2 hours sleep)
Just to queue up and get the ticket of sitting on the freak HOT AIR BALLOON!
We managed to reach on time as we expected 5.30a.m to queue up and buy the ticket, what on earth people are queuing up for the ticket at the time of 3.30a.m -.-!! and is a MASSIVE FREAKING LONG QUEUE !
What a joke again~!!
Anyway we still had lotsa fun out there, we did some funny stuff there...Laughing over with some silly people, joking all the way till the end~~
Good quality time with my lovely cg members :)
more pictures refer to my facebook album update :)

Still I'm mad on those crazy KL dudes out there!! Woke up so freaking early to queue up!!
pity those children ~~

~no title of the day~

The second fight in our life :)
Well, not to talk about details it is way too complicated; although it is just a small matter but I just exaggerated and make the situation got worst. What a joke on me, classic lady :)
Just hated him that never ask me nor ring me instead, just ignore me for the whole freaking day!! @.@
Luckily, friends called me out for a walk! as usual, shopping is the best solution to cheer my mood up. Anyhow is fun to have some silly argument in life (friends, partner or married couples), actually it's indirectly build up our understanding of each other.


By the way, just a small update of my day!!
A picture with full of meaningful stories behind :)
Carry up the cross, and be the man of God!!
We been crucified with Christ, let our life live for Him and fight for Him
Although we can't see clearly the path that in front of us, but I will live by faith not by sight.
put Him in our first priority, and He will bless us tremendously in our future :)

Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all theses things will be given to you as well.
Matthew 6:33

Galatians 2:20
I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.

~Mudtrekker paintball~

Late update on our paintball game :)
here you go with some awesome pictures :)
anyway, I should named it as 'pain ball' instead of 'paintball'
I got 4 shots and it bruises immediately and it last for weeks to be cured...By the way for your information, I have one shot on my left side tummy there, yet it's not cure :( waiting for solution to remove it as soon as possible. ) All the best to everyone for playing war game :(

Yeah...they do provide cameraman for us too:) thumbs up
Great service, great facilities and great platforms. However, it is hard to find this place, is better you got your own GPS :) to direct you....
Great game guys

~The closest family~

The Happy Family :)

The last day of the week- Sunday (finally everything settled)
His mum called me on the Wednesday, telling me how sad she is when she heard bout our news.
I was shocked and break down to tears as I never know his mum so appreciate me.
Thank God, for letting me to close with his family once again even though we no longer in a relationship. I really do appreciate and in love with his family, they do treat me like their own daughter, care, love and prayers for us every day and night.

Things that I wanna give thanks:
1st
I still remember, the day I came back from UK and my body felt ill; I thought I give a long rest and I will be fine but out of sudden, and I seriously run out of my mind that his mum helped me to call up for the doctor to make appointment and brought me for a body checkup.
2nd
His mum out to Taiwan for a company trip (meeting), and all I got was 2 pretty dresses from his mum and I still remember his mum said: "Ashley you look pretty in these 2 dresses. "
3rd
His mum loved to cook and bake, she always packed lunch box and dessert for me every week:( ( I miss your foods ) and I used to have a choosy and fussy mouth; his mum too organic and I named his mum as 'health freak' eg: less sugar, less salt, brown rice, organic soy sauce, olive oil to fried and so on... Hahahaha I can't live without salt and soy sauce, therefore I always add soy sauce in my soup, vege, fish, eggs and so on. ( when his mum not around) :( kinda miss the time when his mum nag me on taking care of my health :(
4th
She love shopping, so am I...
5th
We loved to gossip his sons stuff and things that happen in through out the week. We can sit on the couch and topic just goes on and on until he needs to stop us from gossiping.

Sigh...a lot more to go, perhaps a post can't typed out that much :( I seriously miss the time with you all. Anyway, I do appreciate Aunty and Uncle for what you've done for me. I love you all. Will pay a visit to you guys when I'm free....
Once again Thank You Aunty for the prayer, I feel so much better now :) You are such a good mama and understanding mama:) I love you

~My future husband~

They are my man

My Boy personality
1) Love God, serve in church, and carry the cross
2) Gentleman
3) Willing to accept my family,friends and relatives
4) Family oriented person
5) Sporty man
6) Smarter than me (Educated, is better oversea grad student)
7) Romantic
8) Always make decision
9) Responsible
10) Helpful (not only to me but to others)

My Boy appearance
1) 178cm an above (acceptable if you are 177cm :P)
2) 75KG an above
3) Waist 33 an above
4)Big size M an above
5) Shoe size 9 an above
6) Short hair
7) Not to fashionable but casual look (like to play brand)
8) Always wear watch or some accessories
9) Can lift up 55KG weight
10) Smart and good looking (average)

Pray until something happen :P

~ A past history of mine~

A brand new start, though is not start from the beginning of the year nor beginning of the month; however is a brand new start for my life.
I've been crying day and night almost 3 months plus, I think is time for me to let it go.
Do you still remember, whenever pastor preach about relationship I will give you a text and ask you are we meant to be together, and your replied to me : "I'm YOURS, have faith in Him and me" well, I guess every words you typed is just words that arrange nicely with alphabets.
After 4 years, every text that I got from you "It's OVER"
I think now only I realize the meaning of OVER, and I've remembered this word until it deep inside my heart.
Day by day and night by night, my tears shed for you getting less and lesser.
Everyday 1% of our memories will be deleted in my life, even is 0.01% I still improving.
I still remember you told me that you have hurt 5 important girls in your life (that's include me), and I bet I'm the one you hurt the deepest.
I will still bless you and pray God to open your eyes and learn to love a girl from the bottom of your heart. A girl is just like a tofu, must treat them softly and nicely (anyway that's me)
Let everything be the past, I pray God will once again accept me and also my future bf :(
Please forgive me for loving a guy too much until I away from you Lord.
My life will be start all over again from today onwards :)
Once again thanks to all my fellow friends, families and leaders for supporting me through this period of time, last but not least the guy that always stay besides me and pray for me.
Thank You

~IF~

If a guy makes you cry, let him go
If a guy hurts you, let him go
If a guy telling you he loves you, but with ton of girl messages in his phone, let him go
If a guy talk softly and lovely when both of you on bed, but in public he shouted at you, let him go
If a guy never care bout your feeling, let him go
If a guy intentionally hurts you physically and never care bout you, let him go.
If a guy losing his patient while he waits you, let him go
If a guy share his problems with others but not you, let him go
If a guy bring other girls home for dinner but not you, let him go
If a guy saying 'I Miss You' to other girl, let him go
If a guy don't allow you to check his phone, let him go
If a guy holding your hand, and letting you how good is other girls, let him go
If a guy saying that you giving him a lot of problems and burdens, let him go
If a guy scolded you with bad words, let him go
If a guy doesnt know how to handle his financial, let him go (ended up he uses all your money)
If a guy never listen to your advise, let him go
If a guy telling your friends, he's tired of loving you, let him go
If a guy promise you but ended up he breaks all promises, let him go
If a guy love your body but not your heart, PLEASE LET HIM GO.....!!!

This is a true life story
A guy treated his girlfriend this way, and yet the guy insisted to break up with the girl.
Saying that his heart no longer have you, and feeling tired in this relationship.
How many times the girl begs and even crying to save this relationship, ended up the boy saying that IT'S TOO LATE !!!
Girl..!! Move on !!
God has prepare a better guy for you !