Just yesterday, we went out to Cheras to get some stuff..

Well...the feeling just like back to last time.

is so cool....out of sudden my tears just drip down.

I thought i can have a pretty cool wedding in 5 years time.

but now everything is under pending.

By the way, we just went out like a normal friends.

my heart missed those day so much..

when we walk, our hands will never separate.

do i still get the chance to go out with him again?

I hope i do so....

My mind keep thinking of something bad...

that not suppose to think of...

sigh.....the hurt is still crawling inside my heart.

I just pray that this feeling will blow away by a strong wind..

and my day will be brighten once again.

God....although my physical is very week...but my spiritually is very strong now.

Because I have spiritually husband (God), but physically I lost him....

I need both....can I ??