~give up~

NIGHT
feel like give up with this blog.! alot of thing that happen in my life in this 1 week.!! within 1 week many stuff pop out in my life.!! doesnt mean everything is unhappy..!! unfortunately happy moment just few..!! my purpose to create this blog is to express my feeling right here.!! so that, most of that post is kinda moody,upset or mad..! i ask myself why should i post here?? is to take attention or to wait people comfort.?? thats always a ??question mark??in this answer.!! but anyway i not going to post what actually happen in this week..!! JUST LET IT BE.!! life is so miserable...if everything take it as so easy and have a innocent heart i guess your LIFE will full of happiness.!! but doesnt mean im a complicated girl.!! something turn me become like this!! hmm...i dont know what purpose i post this..!! but just let you guyz know im gonna give up this blog.! i have no determination to continue it!!

~ARE you~

MIDNIGHT

sometime im fooled by you...but why i still standing there and letting you to continue did that to me and ain't push you away?? cause i know that 1 day you will say sorry to me !! isnt human is kind of cruel animal.!! didnt care people feeling,and self-esteem...!! alright let give some example on it...as like bringing me out or chit chatting with me in a sweet way because wanted to make the girl get jealousy on you?? 2nd..while you cant find anyone go out with you or chit chat with you then you only come back to me.... 3rd...making fun of me cause wanted to let everyone know we look happy while we stay together...4th..taking good care of me just to show you are a gentleman or to make me fall in love with you...5th...to bring me out cause you ain't no other people company you..!! 6th..spend time with me cause you wanted to forget the person you're thinking right now...7th...going with all the girls to show you are such a attracting boy...8th...bringing me out because you know the girl who you like is my best friend..! and this is the only way you can understand her through me..!! 9...stay close to me cause im her best friend..!! 10th...tried to take good care of me cause you know i will help you guyz to get togehter..!! MAY I KNOW ARE YOU REALLY DOING THAT TO ME??

~They're here~

MIDNIGHT

ARE WE GOING TO WALK BY OUR OWN??

am i the 1 who think too further on it??

can i know what is happening around here??

why i cant feel your care and your love around??

are they take over my place in your heart??

now im feel sad because you're not around!!

i guess im the 1 who think the wrong side.!!

but there is a weird feeling over there..!

i knew that will happen between us.!!

couldnt just spend me a few minute for you and me??

we wanted to slove the problem..

but why ain't no action taking on it??

we wanted to get back together in the gang

but why is getting bad to the worst?

are you or me still take caring on this GANG??

perhaps we giving up on it..!

everyone come by time and go by time...

we ain't no other topic for us anymore..!

can i move the time faster??

because THEY'RE STILL HERE ...

my heart is getting worries..

should i tell you or keep??

should i face to face or turn back??

can i choose to walk away ??

i know i cant do it..."BULL ****ING"

why will having alot of people left out??

and included me as well.!

WHY WHY WHY??

i guess we are walking to the way that BELONG TO US......

~the way we spend~

MIDNIGHT

i love the way we spend our precious time together ...

i love you take me for a ride in the middle of the night...

i love the way you treat me as....

i love to hear your comfort voice in the night....

i love the way you are...

The night you hold my hands

The night you protect me

The night you chat with me

The night we eat together

The night we enjoy night scence

The night we spend together

I WILL KEEP IT IN MY HEART

"Never talk about feelings

IF they aren't really there

Never hold my hand

IF you are gonna break my heart

Never say you are going to

IF you don't plan to start

Never look into my eyes

IF all you do is lie

Never say hi

IF you really wanna mean goodbye"

Because of you i know who is the 1 who treat me good

Because of you i feel the feeling of love

Because of you i never feel alone

Because of you im always in the lovely day

AND because of you i dare to tell everyone I LOVE YOU