~The real ME~

The sentence repeated again....

been long time never update my blog....

the moment I choose to update my blog, is the moment I cant go through my problems....

Sit down and quiet down, look through myself .....

only realize I have no faith in God and myself......

Whenever my friends face problems, I will tell them to have faith in God....

I really thought i was full of faith in God, but when i go through things by my own, I realize my faith is not strong enough...

3 more days to go, everything will be start by my own....

Look through some of the blog of mine, and realize that I'm so silly....

keep mentioning wanted to leave to a place where I'm alone...

guess my dream come true....unfortunately the feelings is "afraid"....

just to give some comments here.....

precious every moment with your family

when the moment you step out from the house, you will be all alone....friends got a limit to help...

but family is always there for you....

cant imagine a day and a week without a close friend, my closer partner and my family even my church....

Homesickness

well....is time to say the real me needed to be change .....

everything will be gain by my own hands and with God strength....

is time to say bye......