~Fly away~

3 hours more to go...

I gonna leave Malaysia to Indonesia....

I dont feel any excitement tho...

Guess I've no heart to go...

Everyone is waiting for this trip to receive God's word

but I' totally different

Wonder why my heart is not with God anymore...

Wonder why i declare myself are free thinker.

I guess is true..Once a sinner cant get rid of their sin....

means there is no hope in it....

yeah..I'm the one...

i feel like last min cancel my trip....

dont feel like going....

just like to stay in Malaysia with my gang friends....

live some life thats normal and calm..

Chill....dont too rush.....

well....at last i also need to say Hi to INDONESIA.....

~Break~

yeah...finally my one week break

Hopefully in this week, I can manage to finish all my assignments...

and get prepared for my final exam..

My last second sem to go...

Must push myself harder to study, and get good result...

So i would be have much chances to get into better U

still wondering where should i continue my study...

leave here or stay here....

Just dont dare to be independent....

Love this type of lifestyle..

always been guide by leader, friends and even family...

Well....still got half a year to go..

just forget about it and continue my assignment...

~Dead~

hmm...Oh my....

I dont know what my mind thinking right now...looks like i have lots and sum of assignment to complete, but I didnt even take a look with it....

well...I keep slacking all the way .....

And the worst thing is I not even participating in any activities in church...

I have freaking plenty of times.. but i choose not to do...

What a tragedy....

Im start to backsliding man.....

I shall play my role now...rather than doing business...

Start back my life.....

if Not i will be like NOW....

THE TOPIC FOR TODAY IS

Now....Im dead