~My Mask~

AFTERNOON

My Mask

I hide behind a mask

You can't see my face


Looking at first glance

I'm in a happy place

The truth is, that's a lie

But you can't really tell

that in the back of my mind

I think the world should rot in hell

What's the point of living

If we are all going to die

What's the point of being happy

If in the end we're going to cry

But this is something no one sees

This is something no one knows

And yet deep inside of me

This feeling of hatred grows

So even though this mask reveals a happy side of me,

I use the mask as a shield to look at what others can never see.

~MiraCLE~

NIGHT

i just bought a bible from my church.!! hmm...i never though of buying any bible anymore.!! but this bible really attract me alot.!!

~nowaday~

MORNING

Why do we sleep in church but...when the ceremony is over wesuddenly wake up?

Why is it so hard to talk about Godbut so easy to talk about sexy?

Why are we so bored when we look at aChristian magazine....but find it easyto read Playboy?....

Why is it so easy to ignore a Godlymyspace message...yet we repost thenasty ones?

Why are churches getting smaller...butbar s and clubs are growing??....

Think about it...are you going torepost this or ignore it because youthink you'll get laughed at?

Just remember God is always watchingyou. (us)

~sweet 18 present~

NIGHT

Still got few present i didnt capture, so sorry friends... if your present not here.!!

THANK

Really thousand thank you to all my beloved friends and family..!! you guyz ROCKXX man.!! LOVE YOU, That what i can say...!! THOUSAND THANK YOU

~celebration with classmate~

NIGHT

~happy birthday~

HAPPY birthday to ASHLEY

HAPPY birthday to ASHLEY

HAPPY birthday to ASHLEY

HAPPY birthday to ASHLEY

wooo wooo wooo..!! Ashley turn 18 man.!! this is the time for me to fight for GOD and my future..!!

~1 week~

NIGHT

1 week gone easily.!! time flying.!! i have done nothing in my holiday.!!

not even a single hours for revision.!! mid term is around the corner.!!

i still having my lazy sweet time for that.!! nothing special in my holiday.!!

dont feel like telling anyone that what actually is happening in this holiday.!!

as usual every weekend church...friday is my cell group..at night having my devotion..!!

suddenly felt that life is so bored.!! but this week is gonna back to my study life style.!!

and my time table is freaking pack right now.!! from the morning class 9 to 5.30..!! i cant imagine how i gonna to continue this kind of tiring and stress life.!! i doesnt have the feeling of study anymore.!! help..!! all my subject i cant even cope up..!! i have no idea what im doing this stupid sem.!! keep on thinking those unnessary idiot stuff.!! is making me up side down..!! anyway that some event coming through this week.!! hope that this event can capture down the nice memory in my mind..!!