~Happy Birthday ZW~

I guess this the first year we met ya...

Haha...awesome picture...

oh well...i guess Fatty is the only word can describe him...
I'm so sorry to call you Fatty but....Christian dont tell lie...
by the way....I would like to sing a song to you....

Happy Birthday to you..
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...

Do you think this song is too common??
every year also sing the same song
well...i chose to sacrified sometime to composed a new birthday song for you ya...

Fatty birthday today
Fatty birthday today
Fatty getting Fatty
Fatty time to lose weight

Well..you are a pro guitarist and good singer...
I guess you knows how to to sing this song yeaa...
haha...
Okie la...not to make fun of you already...
Is time to say some words to you..
well well well.....
I have mentioned that I dont really like to wish people on time or even be the first...
YOu know why?? because i want to gather every minute and second blessing for you...
and wish you Happy Birthday....Terrence...
My best buddy Fatty...
Thanks for taking care me all the while...
is time for me to post this blog...
because is 11.59...
Happy Birthday....

~Changing~

Cant imagine things are changing around me..

dont feel like looking back..move forward

even though the people around me also start to change

but I'm still there standing alone...What a silly girl..

From now on...The only person i can rely on is "THEM"

I hope is included you , but i guess not...

Well, both parties never did any wrong things

Is just a misunderstanding ..DOnt feel like solve it...

Just let it be..and telling myself sometime things dont hold to tide...

If not it will hurt myself..

I know where is my ability tho, so i wont blame whoever....

I'm weak and I'm stupid...But only "THEM" are always support me and by my side

THanks a lot to someone that are not looking down on me..and supporting me always.

RED IS EQUAL BLEEDING ....
THIS SHOW MY HEART IS BLEEDING

~PARTY~

woohooo....say HELLO to our party....

Who read my blog are invited to come...

MOON CAKE FESTIVAL PARTY

• Pool side party
• beach theme (of cause you must wear beach style)
• Location : TAMAN DESA (Interested ask me for detail)
• We have book a multi purpose hall, to have games (LOSER get punishment)
• Singing and sharing
• Moon cake time and play lantern
• Lastly photo time

Interested?? lolx...PM me for detail yea....transportation provided..definitely food provided

~Settle...peace will come~

wow...I've been 2 weeks never back to my grandma house for dinner...

busying by my church event, follow up stuffy and prayer meeting.phew....Thank God i have a break time to let me breath some air.

Recently i been chosen to handle 1 of the basketball event.

It seem to be my favorite to do it, but come to making decision is hard

I feel like giving up this position, because i don't have the ability to do

from young i felt that no 1 will follow what is my decision, however i rather to be a follower than a leader.

When different background people join up together, there must have a different opinion.

Sometime i just kept quiet just to avoid argument.

just yesterday, I chose to leave that discussion and at last they solve the problem

it shows that whenever my body there, conclusion cant be made..

can i use that to put in my conclusion??

hmmm....is better for me to follow rather than to be a leader

AMEN TO MYSELF..

finally things has settle, peace will come.

~100% of holy~

This is what i want to know..

how only we know ourselves is 100% holy??

well well....i still tell lie in front of my mummy, because i want to go out

I still get emotion.

those heavy sin deducted more, and the minor just few percent

do God calculate like this??

sigh....kinda complicated nia...

well basically every human will sin ( i mean everyday)

that means everyday we need to say a forgiveness prayer only we can be 100% holy??

if one day i never say the prayer...do you think i still HOLY??

nah nah.....question time again....

~Sins~

How to define the word ~SIN~

In Cambridge Dictionaries define that sin it means to break a religious or moral law

well...what bout our own definition??

One day, while i fellowship with my friends . suddenly a girl pop up with a question

asked me how to define the word "SIN" towards a couple.

guys the 1st think i thought of no sex before marriage. well everyone knew it..

but what she threw out the question is when a couple staying up together

and they truly pure and naive, never thought of doing (XXX) but they just hug and kiss on the bed. do you think that consider a sin??

suddenly i stun, i think of my leader told me.

"Why did you open a door and let the devil step in? that means before you start (XXX) this is the warm up stage that you going to do. You are encourage devil to come in to your life" that's why leader is not allow us to stay up together.

but now she asking we never thought of doing (XXX), we just want to spend time together.

do it consider SIN??

Oh my gosh.....First time i didn't know how to answer back...now i confuse....do you think that define as SIN?? arghh....help me to solve this question...

What i read from the bible is:

Thessalonians 4:3-8

tells us that God wants us to learn to control our bodies in holy and honorable ways.

(in her case, she keep mentioning i never thought of doing that, and both of us can control)

Ephesians 5:3-4

warns us to guard against every hint of sexual impurity, including obscene talk and crude joke.

(in her case, she told us we never talk and even want it)

Corinthians 13

you need to learn to love without having sex before you can "make love" by having sex

(back to it, she never thought of doing it)

I NEED YOUR OPINION

~Win Birthday~

opssie....someone turn up to 19 this year..

Is the person that i known him when i was 15.

So happening he study with me in the same college now and also in the same church.

well..used to be same cell group but now different..

at least we are in the same zone..

hahaha....LAME....by the way...Happy Birthday yea...

Gather all my blessing from God and greet you HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY...

~let go! ~

Let go so that you can walk to the top
Let go so thats nothing can block you
Let go so that is nothing you need to carry
Let go and say I am FREE....
YES I am FREE....

Something is not yours that means is not yours.
let it go and let the next come...

~Emo blog~

well well well.....such a long time never even log in to my little emo bloggie...

time to say hi again....because im emo again...

sometime things happen just like this...never aspect too much...

i guess no 1 will know what im trying to say...but only me "myself" who know

being alone for 2 months i guess,

hide in a place that no 1 can find me

the feeling was....OH MY GOSH..."SYOK BETUL"

I love to be isolated, because only this time i can feel the happiness...(sarcastic)

hard to get attention, hard to get the praise from people.

when my spirit seperated with them, i found no topic to chat...

well, still got few month away, i can say bye to them...

Endure to the end of the day