~My problem??~

This few days i kinda dizzy..!! i've no idea what happen to my personal friendship??

just yesterday i was like so so upset for what my friends done to me.!!

Actually i have no idea what is happening yesterday.!! why friends can be very nice to you...

but somehow they will have cold war with you.!! and you doesnt know what you have done wrong.!! this is a super HUGE problem in my life.!! I always looking at people with their best friends can be very very close and happy.!! but why mine is like "up and down" friendship?? maybe sometime i feel that im the happiness person in this world..around my circle, all my friends treated me so good and nice..!! they close with you not to get your benefit..just innocently treat you like their sister..!! but nowadays why things goes differently??

can i really know why ?? is that my problem or their problem.!! i really dont know.!! i cried...i prayed ...i searched for the answer...but it doesnt help at all.!! GOD please send me your wisdom.!! guide me through that please.!! Friends...i really need your guidness as well.!! can just whisper the answer to me?? why YOU treated me like this?? why?? im tried to change to be the friend that you want me to be.!! but i doesnt feel you appreciate it...!! end up why is just like SHIT here.!! i beg you please..!! no matters what i done wrong just scold me and send a freak short message and tell me off.!! DONT have cold war with me.!!

I'm waiting to see the sunshine...!

~Friendship~

~Dont leave ME~

This few days i cant even feel YOU..

God are you leaving me??

You are crying over there this few days..

God i feel your tears dripping down on me.!!

I really want to repent and come back to you..!!

I once again confess my Sin to you.!!

You always send your angels by my side...but i always let Evil take over my control..

God when i look to the sky, i can feel the sunshine burning on me..!!

I need you GOD.!! WASH away my sin..!

Dont leave me GOD..!! STAY on with me.. I need YOU

~COngrate Jasmine QING~

AMen...Praise the Lord..!!!

Jasmine got her result.!! she got 10 A's in her SPM.!!

CONGRATE..!!

we plan to go out tonight and celebrate with her..!!

I dont know why i happy than her.!! haha.!!

CONGRATE MY DEAR JASMINE.!!

~Relax~

After my intro to business exam, (around 12.30p.m) everyone went home and rest..

but im the only one who keep pulled back tracy and lucas to go relax with me.!!

We went to taman desa food court and have our lunch, at first we plan to go Midvally hang out, but i have no idea why i turned to sri petaling...end up we went to Sing K..!! 3 hour R.M9.20 with 1 cup of soft drink ...i though of went in and sleep for 3 hours.!! but the room inside is super lousy and smelly....those idiot after smoking inside the room doesnt know how to open up the door and let some fresh air blow in..!! i feel like called up the feller and clean for me..but fine..!! let it be.!! i sat there for 3 hours just to listened tracy and lucas sing..kinda funny...not to say their singing is bad...but it looks funny..! especially lucas.!! when come to the song that is very HIGH tone...he sure adjust until the lowest tone.! actually i have no idea what they singing..!! cause i dont really listen to chinses song.!! ONLY WANG LEE HOM song..!! is really very nice fellowship time...when lucas sing and dance...you cant stop laughing..!! around 5 something i fetched them back to their house..!! PJ is super super jam up...!! i almost slept..!! i guess i reached home around 6 something.!! after bath ..Rico called me up to go for basketball..!! nah...dont talk bout it..end up we quarrel and we doesnt make it..!! but he still play with Victor..!! i really mad people that doesnt plan probably and after plan last minute cancel.!! anyway we settle up at night..!! PLEASE NO NEXT TIME.!!

By the way Thanks GOD my exam paper wasnt too hard..!! Holy Spirit whisper answer to me.!! yea.!! thats why i managed to do...!! AMEN.!!!

~An exam PRAYER~

O God, i find peace in You as I take this exam. I am nervous, and I need Your help to remember the answers. Holy Spirit, bring back to my remembrance all that I have studied. And if I haven't studied enough , bring back all of the lectures,homework, or anything else that I have done in this class. Give me the mind of Christ. You know everything, including all of the answers to this test. I give You this test, and ask that in Your wisfom You would whisper the answers in my ear.

Lord , give me the strength to not cheat, I would never want to do something that is against Your character.Also, help me to know how much to study before each exam. I know that you reward all of the work that I have put in. You know that my desire is to do well in college. Give me practical steps to be able to accomplish that goal.

I also pray for the other members of my class and also my Friends who having exam this week. Gives us all peace and ability to do well on this test. Thank you, Holy Spirit.In Jesus precious name I PRAY ............AMEN....!!!

~i LOVE cup cakes~

I love cup cakes....

Since a lot of people love donuts, i change my mind to fall in love with cup cakes...

Cause i LIKE to be unique...

Whenever i saw cup cakes it makes my sadness fade away..

I trying my best to learn it...BUT I FAILED

To me Cup Cakes is just like my DARLING...

Whenever i get it from the shop, I hope to keep it till the end..!!

DARLING...i hope my wedding full of cup cakes and donuts..!!

I want everyone that close with me,and those who important to me will receive my hand made cup cakes..

GUYZ...wait for me.!!

after my final sem exam i will take up this challenge to learn it.!!

I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY HAND MADE CUP CAKES..!!

I dream of my cup cakes every day and night..

I miss My cup cakes whenever i saw some colourful thingy..

I cant stop thinking of my CUP CAKES..!!

I ADDICTED TO CUP CAKES..!!

I couldn't live without my CUP CAKES,

I couldn't live without my CUP CAKES,

I couldn't live without my CUP CAKES,

I couldn't live without you.

Now I can't get enough of wanting it more and more.

And I spend most my days, finding different ways,

Just thinking how to make my CUP CAKES.

You've affected my reality, and I need you like the air I breathe.

I can't go back, Don't you know you hooked me up like that,

It'll hit me a heart attack

I will never break the promises I make,

So hear me baby, when I say.

I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU MY CUP CAKES

~Focus~

Exam is around the corner..
next week is our final sem exam..
I guess i should start my revision right now.!
STAY FOCUS ASHLEY..!!

~cAM WHORING~

The 1st time honey Venn attend FGA CYC service, and force to cam whore with me and Jas..!!

~Thanks Christina~

This is what i saw on Christina blog...

Dearest Ashley,

I gave you a card that signed BBF (Best Babes Forever)

You've got a million ways to make me laugh

You don't get angry when i change the plans

Somehow or rather you're never out of second chances

I'm so lucky that i've found you

You're a true friendYou're not plastic but very genuine

We'll go to the ends of the earth, till we'll find the things that we need

We hang on through the ups and downs

When something ain't right, we talk to each other and into the night

There's nothing to hide or pretend

Cause i've got someone to believe in, which is you!!

It's so good to have you around

You're here till the end!!!

~* Lotz of Love*~

Though is a very simple and short message to everyone..

But to me is like a full of meaningful words over there...

To a friends even though one word of LOVE, it makes me happy till up side down.

This is why Friends say a word can make my darkness turn to brightness day.

Thankssssss my BABE CHRISTINA